how i collapsed onto the sofa, closed my eyes, and breathed




for the first time since that day.




i guess i'll never know..




if your spirit's broke
and you cant bear the pain,
i will help you put the pieces back
a little more each day
if your heart is locked and you cant find the key
lay your head upon my shoulder
i'll set you free
i'll be your security





now i know.
you never appreciated anything i did.
did you?
whether it was about you.
or whether it was just for you.
nothing.



it hurts.





swept away on a wave of emotion





i wanna tell you.
but i know you'd rather have me keep my mouth shut.
i wanna be strong.
but i melt everytime i see you.
i wanna talk to you.
but i dun know what to say.
and when i look at you.
you'll always turn the other way.



sigh.



what do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?




just cry.




lou. where are you )=




i should have seen this coming..